Hi Makofate,
Thanks so much for your insight. You are absolutely right.. I didn't mean to give up completely. I guess I just miss home so much. Reaching a point where I feel cannot just sit here alone, always waiting for things that may not happen soon. Wrote in such a hurry in my previous post

. I still strongly believe BaZI, Yi Jing and the other arts of Chinese metaphysics do help a lot. Otherwise, I won't be still visiting this site almost everyday

. Can say like my best friend now!
I will do anything I can, so not to catch the Flu on my way home and on the way back to Canada. Thanks again.
Best regards

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